Psalm 30:4-5 "Sing praises to the LORD, O you his saints, and give thanks to his holy name. For his anger is but for a moment, and his favor is for a lifetime."
Something has been in my heart these past weeks regarding sin, unrighteousness, the past, repentance, and joy. You may say, "Randy, that's a lot to think about!" It is a lot to think about! However, God has been motivating me with these words and thoughts that I've been meditating on.
See, "sin" is an awful ugly thing that separates us from the Almighty God. It builds a wall that can get so thick that it seems impossible to break down. (Isaiah 59:2) It is caused by our "unrighteous" attitude we so gravitate toward." (Ephesians 2:3). The Spirit that lives in us hungers and desires for righteousness, but it starves when we follow our sinful nature.
People do not drift toward holiness. Apart from grace-driven effort, people do not gravitate toward godliness, prayer, obedience to Scripture, faith, and delight in the Lord. We drift toward compromise and call it tolerance; we drift toward disobedience and call it freedom; we drift toward superstition and call it faith. We cherish the indiscipline of lost self-control and call it relaxation; we slouch toward prayerlessness and delude ourselves into thinking we have escaped legalism; we slide toward godlessness and convince ourselves we have been liberated.
The beautiful thing however, is that there is redemption in Jesus. He came to show truth within us. The other word is "past". Whether you like it or not, that "old man" still lives amongst the "new man". There is a continuing war that is to be fought. I automatically think of those yard signs that people started putting in their yard, "War Is Not The Answer." I recall that our freedom was won by winning a war. It's just the truth. The same goes for our souls. If we stick that sign in our heart we are in great danger, for the enemy lies to us to tell us "war is not the answer!" We will find ourselves in the midst of muck and mire not finding our way out of the nature God so warned us about.
I told Jesus the other day that I feel so bad when I have to repent in front of Him. He immediately spoke, "I find great "joy" in your "repentance." Why Jesus? "Because my resurrection! The power it has. See, if I was to stay dead then repentance wouldn't feel good...but because the power my resurrection has, it changes everything!" Indeed it has!
"...that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death..." (Philippians 3:10 ESV)
We carry sin, we carry unrighteousness, we definitely carry our past, but yet in our repentance there is great joy!
"You have turned for me my mourning into dancing; you have loosed my sackcloth and clothed me with gladness... (Isaiah 30:11).
We all battle with ourselves and there is nothing wrong with that. It's actually healthy to make war on the old man within us. Listen to this link after you read:
http://j.mp/haGaOl
In the midst of the battle you will find that that there is much repentance in play. I have you know that every time repentance happens the battle gets easier. However, the fight enlarges. Some denominations and religions claim that when you're born-again, that there is no need in repenting any longer. I will say, that has to be a sad life. Because even as a Christ-follower; my flesh wars within. My pride, my lust, my selfish ambitions, my attitude. As I come in frontline with my sin as Jesus and the Holy Scriptures as the fighter, victory WILL be won!
1 John 3:8
Galatians 5:17
Psalm 18:37-40

when you watch the news and the anchorperson tells you the news for the day, do you get upset with them if you don't like the news they are reporting? most of the time when i watch the news, i hate what they are saying. a lot of what they report is not good but it's not the reporter or the anchorperson who i blame for the news - they are just reporting what they know so i can't be mad at them for telling me the truth, whether i like it or not. you know the saying "don't shoot the messenger"? i guess that would apply to this situation!
Is worship only giving what you offer to God during the course of your day, your week, in prayer and services? Or does it include what you receive? Why do so many leave churches claiming they are not being fed or they are getting nothing out of it as if reception is fundamental to worship? If it does include reception, whose responsibility is it to supply? Is it the minister, the preacher, the choir, the laity, something or someone outside of yourself... or is it God?
